Living the life as a serious Bi-Polar serial dater is risky, true, but only because someone such as myself can not live by a certain set of rules. I.E. I like many of you currently would much rather spend all my means rather than save up on that college tuition for a little UD.
Living by no set of standards and rules gets me in more trouble than I would like to admit. Over the past year I have met my fair share of thieves, hillbillies, law enforcers, celebrities, strippers, hookers, bartenders, rappers, rockers, drinkers, beaters, delusionals, coke heads, meth addicts, sluts, bankers, welders, and everyone in between. And surprisingly enough I feel that no matter who I run into they are not any different than the person I just met a day before. Everyone has the same agenda whether they are a bum on the street or a CEO they all need the same thing. COMPANIONSHIP.
Most find companionship in many outlets, such as, alcohol, sex, robbing, drugs, banking, cooking, arresting, photographs, red carpets, beating, singing. Whatever allows these people to not feel alone is what makes them make it through the day. Sex is my drug and without I am no different than someone homeless sleeping in the cold January air of NYC.
It was one year ago that I set out to create who in my mind would be a superhero to all. A man with flaws sure but could finally express himself without having to wear a mask. A man you could live vicariously through, someone that would not be afraid to make the mistakes you don't want to make and the risk you refuse to take. Someone that will not be scared of all the fears created by the media and someone who could care less if the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. I wanted to be real and fantasy all in its own and I want you to be able to feel what I have been feeling all the way.
But, was I truly this person, or was I only someone who would wake up only to come up with his next story for a blog. In order to be credible I had to prove to myself that I could be your hero without having to do it just for the sake of writing about it. I had to live it as if it was everyday life for me, and after a year of going through this I know three things; I am truly the real and everlasting UnaDater, I am flat broke and busted, and I am 30lbs heavier!
So on my year anniversary I will set out to bring back the world you and your friends want for yourself but are not willing to make the sacrifices that being a manic serial dater requires.
I not only went on a sexcapade around the country but around the world only to have a new story for you each day, and as I lay in my bed in San Jose, Costa Rica with a woman who looks exactly as I want all my women to look like naked laying right next to me I can only think of one thing I want to do, fuck her brains out for the 5th time in 8 hours!!!!
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